i'm pathetic
"I am constantly torn between wanting to improve myself and wanting to destroy myself."

(via iamnotthesociopath)

(Source: beautyinthebellejar, via irlbae)

I’m going to stick a knife in your fucking eye, mom.

My mom makes everything worst and sometimes I want to bash something against her head

Damn right I took your laptop to show off


I don’t want to call for help, I just want a prayer to help.

My mom is blaming me for all the arguments today and it’s true, it is entirely my fault. I already feel as bad as I should but why does my sister have to rub it in and call me stupid? She’s done worst. Yes I will blame her, I mean baba wants to disown her because of her past too so she can just shut the fuck the up. 

Is it a sin to be afraid of your father in Islam?

I’m scared, of my dad, for my mom, for my sister, for our future. I feel like at this point he’s had it and he would just snap. Snap us physically too, hurt me or my mom or my sister.

I hate when my sister actually ignores me when I’m talking about something serious, I hate her right now. She probably thinks my feet is on her just for comfort or something but no, and I’m leaving my feet on her as disrespect and all I really want to do is kick the shit out of her fucking face.

Use your brain, use your brain, use your brain. You’re the one with the brains in this family so why don’t you use your brain and get things right when you claim I’m too stupid to do it. Use your brain.